well, hey! i’m bored!

Have u ever felt like you really dont know what to do and sick of this life routinity?!

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Today is the most boring day ever in the past 3 mos.
Sebenarnya kerjaan gw masih banyak dan semua mulai terasa MEMBOSANKAN!
Entah apa karena gw sedang dalam period (baca:siklus menstruasi) yang berjalan hitungan hari ke-2?
Atau karena pilek yang cukup menyedihkan ini?
Apa karena gw memang belum makan dan tidak bisa menemukan cemilan?

Selama beberapa bulan terakhir, untuk hari ini… MEROKOK TERASA TIDAK MENYENANGKAN!
Terakhir gw ngerasa kaya gini adalah sekitar bulan Januari atau Februari yang lalu.

Gw terkapar di tempat tidur, badan meriang dengan suhu tidak jelas (naik turun kaya jetcoaster).

Sungguh… ternyata SEHAT ITU MAHAL!

 

Dan… ditengah-tengah hari dan di tengah-tengah kebosanan gw, hey…!!! ding dong!!! Ternyata gw dapat text msg di cellphone gw tadi, yang berisi begini:

21/07/2008; 11:58:14 —- Hi object… (sender +628132******9)

For the truth, this txt msg had its own history. The sender called me as OBJECT for a reason.
Here’s the reason. Once, we (me and that text msg sender) was involved in this complicated situation, we’ve been discussing about sex, text msgs, etc. And i said to him like this:

“Love is not an object, it’s suppose to be a subject. And i’m not an object!”

And after that, he kept on calling me OBJECT, till now. So, what can i say… i’m an object to him, as (he think) he’s an object to me. That’s fair enough. There goes what so called friendship based on love and trust for these last 2 years. Love or lust? It’s still an object for us!

“Dear Sender, d’ya mind if i suggest u not to hurt yourself by texting me? I can take it like it’s nothing but some empty msg, but you… Let’s be honest, i don’t wanna hurt anyone! So, please… i’m beggin you not to do that!”

Hmmm… still waiting till it ticks to 5:00 PM.

And he’s not here yet… 😦

Damn! I’m totally filled with this shit!

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~ by vla on July 21, 2008.

4 Responses to “well, hey! i’m bored!”

  1. relax your self..dont get too tired…flu emang salah satu pil pait kehidupan.. 🙂

  2. istirahat!

  3. @mikow
    SIAP KOMANDAN!!! NANTI ISTIRAHAT!!!
    😀

    xparacetamol
    pil pait kehidupan itu banyak, sayang! bukankah elo juga pil pait buat gw? 😉

  4. You know what,Vla.I get that feeling a lot ( bukan flu.. hehe ).But feeling treating like an object.I kinda get used to it,I don’t feel like fighting anymore.
    Entah apa ini namanya pasrah,atau bodoh.
    Haha.

    *mudah2an udah sembuh ya* 😛

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