sweet baby…

loneliness_by_sniperyu

Many times I’ve been told that I should go
but they don’t know,
what we got baby
they may not see the love in you
the love I do,
and I’ll stay right here

Macy Gray  – “Sweet Baby” , The ID Album (2001)

That song reminds me that there’re lots people that I’ve loved and left me behind because they don’t really care if i do love them… stubborn me huh? I am… but

All i know rite now is…
I (probably) had for myself the best lovers ever in my life.
Those who…
cried when i cry
laughed when I tell jokes (i know i’m not a comic!)
got upset if i don’t tell what i was thinking in tiny lil stupid brain
told me to go get some rest if i look tired
made me laugh when I’m so d*mn depressed… big sh!t… yeah!

Still.. I thank God that I’ve been around for years …
for still letting me feel all the love …
the joy of loving and longing to be loved…
yes… in the whole 28 f*ckin years (and still counting to go to the 29th)

Thank you… for love

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~ by vla on December 3, 2008.

One Response to “sweet baby…”

  1. A stones’s throw from Jerusalem
    I walked a lonely mile in the moonlight
    And though a million stars were shining
    My heart was lost on a distant planet
    That whirls around the April moon
    Whirling in an arc of sadness
    I’m lost without you…I’m lost without you
    Though all the kingdoms turn to sand
    And fall into the sea
    I’m mad about you… I’m mad about you

    And from the dark secluded valleys
    I heard the ancient songs of sadness
    But every step I thought of you
    Every footstep only you
    And every star a grain of sand
    The leavings of a dried up ocean
    Tell me, how much longer? How much longer?
    They say a city in the desert lies
    The vanity of an ancient king
    But the city lies in broken pieces
    Where the wind howls and the vultures sing
    These are the works of man
    This is the sun of our ambition
    It would make a prison of my life
    If you become another’s wife
    With every prison blown to dust
    My enemies walk free
    I’m mad about you I’m mad about you

    And I have never in my life
    Felt more alone than I do now
    Although I claim dominion over all I see
    It means nothing to me
    There are no victories
    In all our histories, without love

    A stone’s throw from Jerusalem
    A walked a lonely mile in the moonlight
    And though a million stars were shining
    My heart was lost on a distant planet
    That whirls around the April moon
    Whirling in an arc of sadness
    I’m lost without you I’m lost without you
    And though you hold the keys to ruin
    Of everything I see
    With every prison blown to dust,
    My enemies walk free
    Though all the kingdoms turn to sand
    And fall into the sea
    I’m mad about you I’m mad about you

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